Wishing for Emotional Numbness

Feeling lost.

The Irony of the Weather and Feelings

The Irony of the Weather and Feelings

Feeling lonely.

These aren’t the feelings I am supposed to feel.

I never thought I’d feel this way on this sunny – great weather.

It has never been this gloomy.

Nobody really understands.

My happiness slipping from my fingers.

Yet, I am focused.

I wanted to see whether this is still the happiness I wanted for myself.

I’ll sit through it.

Too heavy.

I wanted out.

Yet, I have nowhere to run but the insides of my shell.

I don’t want to talk.

I don’t want to see.

Finally, I just don’t want to feel.

I just wish I am emotionally numb.

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